Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Schizophrenic's Diary....

How can someone become famous? Do you dream of becoming famous?Well, what does it mean to become famous?
Albert Einstein is still famous, so is Isaac Newton. But what about Tirthankar Banerjee?
Is he famous? Was he ever ? Will he ever be? Does he care?
As far as the truth is concerned, he won't mind becoming a man people look up to and admire. But is that synonymous to becoming famous? May be it is, may be it isn't.
Me, being the closest to him, feel that he is quite a character. Yes, he is talked about in various circles, he is admired by a few of his juniors and he is also admired sometimes by his teachers.
The question is , does he know about all these?
Again, being the closest,I have the answer. But I'm not going to tell you that as I certainly have high regards for your level of understanding.
What I still can't figure out is what he actually wants to achieve? He would say that he doesn't care about being called "friendly". He would say that he never fakes his feelings for anyone. True, though the previous sentence is, yet I feel he indeed cares about what others think of him.
I think, he believes that he is never understood by anyone. But I want to ask him, how many people around him does he understand? No one. But his attitude is that of an all-knowledgeable person and he will just laugh at this question.
Moving on, he doesn't care about money. Yes, he needs some amount to lead his life, but his needs are too few and the best part is that he is quite happy and content.
He surely does care about love. I mean, he is a person who just can't live without either loving or being loved. Yet, he comes across as an ass-hole who likes to poke people for no solid reason.
Yes, trust me, he is a jack-ass! Who better than me can know this?
12 hours from now, he has Advanced Stat Phys. exam which he has hardly studied but he is more interested in sharing an absolute non-sense piece of literature with the so-called reading-fraternity.
He drives me crazy.
Just tell me who is to be blamed when he performs poorly (as usual ) in his exam?
Ask him and he will say, " The Indian Education System".
What the hell!
I know that the course is running well but still he will find excuses.
He always has reasons for everything. I mean , Fuck!!
He has already called this a piece of "literature". ha! Can you believe?!?!
Ask him and he will say, " Can you define literature for me?"
How do I know this? ha ha..
keep wondering..as Feynman said...
dhus sala.. forget Feynman( he is too great to be mentioned in this pathetic post)
as Tirthankar said..

" ..I.."

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